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Meandering Through the Writings of Others as a Lament Practice: Laurus

“Two Chairs, West Vancouver Waterfront” Phone Photo, DS

Here are my explorations for today:

Vodolazkin, Eugene. Laurus: The International Bestseller . Oneworld Publications. Kindle Edition. 2013.

999 words for blog

*** Mones*** (Arsenius was not a woman.) *** She prostrated herself in the church vestibule and lay there for several hours, requesting but one thing for her baby: life. *** 1441 *** The land has belonged to the “White Nights” gardening association since 1991. The group’s members unearth large quantities of bones and missile shells along with potatoes, but they are in no rush to complain to the local authorities. They know nobody would grant them other land anyway. ***  Christofer did not consider this precaution excessive, despite knowing the pestilence left houses on its own, over time. *** Christofer also helped with bedroom matters. *** And how can it be that women let men like this near them? What a nightmare! *** him. If there was no erection, Christofer suggested supplementing meals with expensive anise and almond or an inexpensive mint syrup; all increase the seed and promote bedroom thoughts. *** Christofer did not exactly believe in herbs; more likely he believed God’s help would come, through any herb . . . *** Christofer’s help to his fellow man was not limited to medicine. *** Christofer had stood, unable to believe his wife was dead: she had just been alive. *** Arseny loved the smell in his grandfather’s house. The smell was composed of the aromas of the multitude of herbs drying under the ceiling, and that smell did not exist anywhere else. Arseny also loved the peacock feathers a pilgrim had brought to Christofer. *** His grandfather observed the icon’s mysterious current flow into Arseny’s hands. *** The heavens had long appealed to him and the attraction became irresistible after this announcement that his grandmother, whom he had never seen, dwelled there. *** He took Arseny to the monastery so his spirit would strengthen along with his flesh. *** windflower *** Everything is about prayer after all. *** After that, they often ran across the wolf in the forest. The wolf sat beside them when they ate lunch. *** When they kissed his hair, they felt as if they had drunk from a deep, fresh spring. There was something in Arseny that eased lives that were anything but simple. People await the plague scourge. *** Grass affectionately rubbed against their feet and meteorites flew above their heads. Arseny felt the warmth of Christofer’s hand on the back of his head. *** And that is how Our Lord Jesus Christ ascended the tree of the cross and imparted to us His purest blood to heal sin. *** Death is not just the bitterness of parting. It is also the joy of liberation. *** He could write in the morning, afternoon, and evening. *** He wrote down his doctorly prayers . . . *** For Christofer, the written word seemed to regulate the world. *** The child read the birch-bark manuscripts out loud. *** Arseny read the Alexander Romance constantly. He read it sitting on the bench . . . He settled at the boy’s feet and listened to the unusual narration. He carefully followed the events in the life of the Macedonian king, right along with Arseny. *** The wolf would approach Arseny at the first words of the Alexander Romance. He settled at the boy’s feet and listened to the unusual narration. He carefully followed the events in the life of the Macedonian king, right along with Arseny. *** So he would hold forth about the qualities of wood, about what all of us in the quarter already knew: that oak is hard and pine is soft. *** The heads of yellow buttercups touch his face. It is ticklish and he smiles. The wolf wags his tail the slightest bit. *** His spirit, however, continued to keep watch in the body, but only two words remained: I forgive. The scoundrels, though, continued roaming the region, languishing as they awaited Judgment Day. *** To avoid immortalizing serious sins, the elder did not write them down. *** An aroma of freshly planed wood spread through the house along with the smell of herbs. *** drink a tisane of lavender *** And so began the first day without Christofer, and Arseny wept away the first half of that day. *** The cemetery was quiet. It had been visited rarely . . . *** The visitors were the only link connecting Arseny to life. *** It was a gaze. *** He delighted in her red glow. And how the linen thread holding her cross rose and fell on her collarbone in time with her breathing. *** And his sweat mixed with her sweat. And then his flesh entered her flesh. In the morning, they saw the linen had become crimson. *** Ustina was not separate from his love for her. *** To Arseny, the red-haired girl seemed like clay in his hands, clay from which he molded himself a Wife. *** Ustina asked Arseny to teach her to read and write. *** Arseny rubbed her temples with dill oil or a wild-strawberry tisane. *** Ustina’s joys were more vivid than her sufferings. *** The coming of a new day, without Ustina, was intolerable for him. *** You have a difficult journey, for the story of your love is only beginning. Everything, O Arseny, will now depend on the strength of your love. And, of course, on the strength of your prayers, too. *** 

End of Summer Retreat Day Part II

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“End of Summer Retreat Day” DS Phone Photo

 

Having observed

The sea

Nature in feathers

Human nature vibrant

It felt urgent that I move on

To the gallery

 

I looked in the closed windows

I meandered the long garden row

I had my quotes in tow

To read on the pier

 

I chose a place on the side rocks

I dozed

I placed some found shells

Three in all beside a

Pilfered recycled

Community garden Sunflower head

 

Proof of my day

I photographed

I read and enjoyed anew my quotes

My perch was comfortable

In the sunny sun and the windy sea

From the side rocks so new to me

 

I looked back at the land

At the place that had once held my art

At the place I had walked rain or shine

To another time

Of celebration

Contemplation came easy now

Of God of times bad and good

Of times misunderstood

Of love and loss

Of times filled with

Life and

New plans came

 

I came off the pier and noticed

So many flowers near pink as I like

I skirted the bike on the lane

To take a picture again

And hiked the 6 blocks back to my car

More at peace than before

And ready to work

 

The studio beckoned but

Exhausted I reckoned a

Rest on the bed instead

And anxiety returned

And the retreat day returned

And the contemplative events

Returned me to

Peace in place of plans

As I survived

A day unworked

A creative day

An interrupted day

A day of play

Of gratitude

To face my class

Homework undone.

 

 

Spiritual Practices:

Silence

Contemplative Walking

Spiritual Reading

Attention to Nature

Prayerful Play

Re-Membering Faith Stories

Practice of Rest

Gratitude

 

Creative Practices:

Collage

Photography

DS

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The House by the Sea

 

 

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iPad Photo “Shell Still Life” DS

Several phone calls had made the morning stressful. I was tired, so tired. I decided to take it easy instead of catching up on more work. I sat in the garden room with a cup of coffee and began to knit.

I slowed my breathing to match the rhythm of contemplative knitting. This is my practice. I breathed a prayer. The sunlight shone on my face through the slats of the vertical blinds. I picked up a book lying in a pile neglected on the summer table: “The House by the Sea”.

A random reading became a welcome contrast to my disciplined course reading of late. It began: “Yesterday I lay around all day, sometimes on my bed upstairs, sometimes on the chaise longue on the porch, looking at the flowers. I enjoyed the lovely rooms in which I live, the light, the spaciousness…”. Peace started to blanket my mind.

May Sarton’s experience blended with my own. She continued: “Two days ago the purple finches came back… lovely to lie still and watch the wings coming and going…”. An interlude of words, of colour and patterned movement, a little sun, a sighed prayer brought calm to my type A personality. Now I can go back to work. In Genesis on week one of the earth, even God rested. Thank you.

IPad photo contemplative knitting

iPad photo “Contemplative Knitting” DS