On my daily walk this afternoon I went to a different mailbox to mail a letter. I passed an old log cabin, now freshly painted in a handsome dark brown. As I missed the shorter lane turn-off, I found myself going by the ‘fantasy garden’ with golden deer, a bridge, and a brown lazy river with violet wisteria overhead. The deer had lost their garish look now that the property had matured. I had not been this way for a while.
I found myself offering a prayer for God’s blessing over them. I prayed a short prayer for my own family. No lengthy intercessions here, but had to ask for the strength to make it back home. Yet for most of the walk, my mind is blank. I did not force my sluggish mind toward a disciplined direction. I was tired from the second COVID vaccine. Somehow, I felt renewed as I arrived at my blue front door. I felt clean and calmed.
The reflections of the walk were mainly about the number of times I had taken a walk to a mailbox in my life. What else is there to do but to observe beauty and offer a prayer? I find also that I will think thoughts that would not be a usual part of my day. I also review my own memoir. Today, a green pram, a baby carriage, entered my mind. I remembered a time in my early twenties when I walked with my newborn daughter to mail a letter to my grandmother in Scotland.
My memoir is actually filled with my heritage. I thought of our practice of letter-writing, especially that of my late mother, to her in-laws. I appreciated all of the letters to and from Scotland over the years. Now I write to my cousin, one of a couple of dozen people who have never left the land of their ancestors.
She writes of the care of friends and neighbours during an accident and also during the pandemic. In my neighbourhood, I say hello, but we prefer not to know each other. I have learned distance over the years here in the mobile suburbs. I am not sure if that can be reversed in Vancouver, the lonely city. Maybe, perhaps, it can be done one smile at a time.