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“Gardens at Ceperley House” Phone Photo, DS
“One of the tasks of fiction is to offer models of human experience that are meaningful and that seem to be alive.” Arwa Haider, London Calling.
MacDonald, George. Phantastes. 1858.
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*** Old fashion of Scottish Christianity . . . *** MacDonald illustrates, no the doubtful maxim that to know all is to forgive all, but the unshakeable truth that to forgive is to know. *** Aberdeenshire *** poverty *** sunny, playful man *** He had accompanied me all the way . . . *** poetry *** a faerie romance *** I awoke one morning with the usual perplexity of mind . . . *** Ah! That is always the way with you men, you believe nothing the first time . . . *** I looked deeper and deeper, till they spread around me like seas, and I sank in their waters. I fogot all the rest . . . *** I saw that a large green marble basin, in which I was wont to wash . . . was overflowing like a spring, and that a stream of water was overflowing the carpet, all the length of the room . . . And, stranger still, where the carpet, which I myself designed to imitate a field of daisies . . . seemed to wave in a tiny breeze that followed the water’s flow . . . *** After washing as well as I could in the clear stream, I rose and looked around me. *** No bird sang. *** I remembered what the lady had said about my grandmothers. *** Those you call fairies in your own country are chiefly the young children of the flower fairies. *** All for the good of the community! said one, and ran off with a great hollow leaf. *** By this time, my hostess was quite anxious that should I be gone. *** The immediately surrounding foliage was illuminated by the interwoven dances in the air of splendidly coloured fire-flies . . . *** I was too horrified for that. *** The face seemed very lovely, and solemn from its stillness, with the aspect of one who is quite content but waiting for something. *** I cannot put more of it into words. *** I felt as if I was wandering in childhood through sunny spring forests, over carpets of primroses, anemones, and little white starry things . . . Some of the creatures I never heard speak at all. *** I took my knife and removed the moss . . . *** a block of pure alabaster enclosing the form, apparently in marble, of a reposing woman . . . *** I had found myself, ere I was aware, rejoicing in a song . . . *** Great boughs crossed my path, great roots based the tree-columns, and mightily clasped the earth, strong to lift and strong to uphold. *** Come to my grotto. There is a light there. *** such a delicate shade of pink seemed to shadow what in itself must be a marbly whiteness of hue. *** I walked on the whole day . . . *** a self-destructive beauty *** Various garden-vegetables were growing beneath my window. *** folly *** delicate greens of the long grasses, and tiny forests of moss that covered the channel . . . *** I was so bewildered – stunned . . . *** We travelled for two days, and I began to love him. *** She carried a small globe, bright and clear as the purest crystal. *** Colour floated abroad with the scent . . . *** A pale moon looked up from the floor of the great blue cave that lay in abysmal silence beneath. *** At length I came to an open corridor . . . *** The sides of the basin were white marble . . . *** The waters lay so close to me they seemed to enter and revive my heart . . . I saw above me the blue spangled vault, and the red pillars around. *** The third day after my arrival I found the library of the palace . . . *** I read of a world no like ours. *** One evening in early summer, I stood with a group of men and women on a steep rock that overhung the sea. *** Though of a noble family, he was poor, and prided himself upon the independence that poverty gives . . . ***Cosmo began to comfort himself with the hope that she might return, perhaps the nest evening at the same hour. *** His engagements were neglected. He cared for nothing. *** Cosmo, if thou lovest me, set me free, even from thyself . . . *** One night he mingled with a crowd that filled the rooms of one of the most distinguished mansions in the city, for he accepted every invitation . . . *** At length I arrived, through a door that was closed behind me, in another vast hall of the palace. *** The pillars and arches were of dark red. But what absorbed my delighted gaze, was an innumerable assembly of white marble statues, of every form, and in multitudinous posture, filling the hall throughout. *** Instinctively, I struck the chords and sang. *** Ever as I sang, the veil uplifted, ever as I sang . . . *** I had no means of measuring time . . . *** A blessing like the kiss of a mother, seemed to alight on my soul, a calm, deeper than that which accompanies a hope deferred, bathed my spirit. *** Ere she had ceased signing, my courage had returned. *** I put my life in my hands. – The Book of Judges *** They were about twice our height, and armed to the teeth. ***